NOTE;
PLEASE!
DO NOT OVERCOLOUR, TRACE or COPY this picture! It's FORBIDDEN and everyone, who does, will be punished!
This picture CAN be USED in FRIEND TRIBUTES, or another fan/friend related videos~

The picture was inspirated by this song ---> [link] (Dead Hearts by Stars)

Yep~ This was the other picture I was talking about


Yeah... I haven't been so active, have I? I guess that it is good for me and for your DeviantArt Message-boxes that I won't always spam you with my drawings So yeah

"Where have you been lately?"
Last week was mine Autumn holiday I firstly had plans mostly for animating stuff and drawing while being on vacation, BUT...Plans changed~

When I heard that and are having the same week as their Autumn break, we decided to meet again
I was so freaking happy to see them again! Those two just... You know and have probably heard this from me like million times, and I bet you'll hear me saying this but... I them!
They mean a lot for me and once again, we had wonderful time~

We even manged to do new MEME with Julie It can be found here ---> [link]


Also... I met for a first time Minah had met her already once, but me and Julie met her now
...Lets say that the begging was a bit silenced but... We still came along well We were also supposed to do a Halloween Speed Paint together, buuuut... It's now rooting in my files as mine, Julie's and Minah's part sketched </s>

So yeah...
I have had one of mine the best Autumn Vacations of my life I'll be probably drawing again something for these bitches, but it maybe is going to be later~


But...BACK TO THE PICTURE


Hehe I have done wayyy too much 'ventish' art of Flare... also mostly for no reason... My life is seriously going well, and I have no clue, why I have drew so dramatic pictures of me... So I decided to draw something happier, which really tells something else about me than suicide

I was listening Dead Hearts by Stars (The link above this Description) and I got inspiration from it~
Even though the song is a bit Sadish, the inspiration I got from it has kinda happy message

I bet that many knows this; I am christian
I am not perfect one and I won't say I fully believe in god and stuff... It is part of my life of course, but there's also many things else I like to believe in. Not like I believe in another gods and stuff but...
Naah you know what I mean anyway!

But what I want to say with this picture, is this that even the close person/pet/animal for you dies, his/her sprint will always live with you If not by your side, then inside your heart/mind as a memory It's us, who make the dead people live in our daily lives; inside our minds, as a cutting pain inside of our heart and so on...
Even though the memory would hurt so much, it just means that the person/animal/pet still lives in you

What I want to say, is that I want E.V.E.R.Y.O.N.E OF Y.O.U to hold on, what means the world for you It can be your Boyfriend/Girlfriend, BFFs, Friends, Parents, Sisters, Bothers, Cousins...and so on ^^ The list is endless~

I also want to say...

Everyone of you mean at least something for me
I honestly don't hate anyone! Maybe my real dad, but he's different thing
Even though I might sometimes seem like that I wouldn't care or I ignore, it still doesn't mean that I wouldn't still CARE
If we can't love another people around us, then I think we don't have any worth for living either. LOVE is the thing, which brings us together and close to each other and the symbol of love is made for everyone to understand ^^

I hope you guys really sometime can take a break from everything...
...or even in the bed, when you're about to sleep...
......Think...just think...what you have got...what you own...what you wish/hope from future... and so on


But for now~
I hope you can enjoy this picture, and also I deeply hope you can also at the same time think..Maybe for about five minutes world around you... Take a deep breath and maybe even close your eyes... Listen a soothing song... Let your heart/feelings take control
Enjoy~